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Eddie Courtney
Skinny guy with tiny little brains
16 - i'm getting old. :/

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Bombs awayyyy.

Thursday, October 01, 2009/ 11:08 PM

Owl City a.k.a. Adam Young

Go have a listen.

His music makes you feel like you're having rainbows for breakfast

Well hello world. I've missed ya.

I have decided to blog this one particular post, you better read this Amanda.

So it's been quite short lately, time I mean. Last weeks holiday felt like it flew past. I don't even remember what I did honestly. But yeah, exams are in 3 weeks time, I've not done a single revision. Except Bio. Hmm, okay so Gossip Girl is back, but ratings have gone low. Which is quite sad if they actually cut it off. SPEAKING of cutting a show. The Beautiful Life has been cut after 2 episodes. How can fucking CW do that? Arseholes I tell you. I really loved that show. Ugh.

Ok so, I got my braces today. It's silver. I dunno why doc even put on the braces for me, I thought it's supposed to widen my area for the teeth to grow, not pull it in. But he knows best. So I'ma just let him do his job. Ohh! & I dropped Chemistry. Yeah, I really don't get a single thing on that subject. And really, I've never seen myself in the medicine world. Ever. Everyones asking me to reconsider, but i'm just like, when I make up my mind. It's just stuck to the decision, you know?

I'm not gonna talk much, when have I in this blog right? So see ya, go to Amanda SEE's blog. & click on her ads. She wants at least $20 by the end of the month. lol

EddieCourtney

Gah, just when you think life's going up to where you want it to go, it just crashes and declines all the way back to square one.

Monday, July 27, 2009/ 1:04 AM

My blog is dead.

I'm just here to settle some things I really need to but, before all that

Loud 09' wasn't that bad. Little flaws here and there but pretty good. I expected worse. Bravo to the crew.

This weekend, I really had my time off. I just needed to really get away from everything that I'm in troubled with and just you know, have my time. Honestly Zer Rinn, you've made my weekend. It's just really nice to have a real long chat with you cause I just really missed it and I hoped it will never stop because, It's just that good you know? But sadly. Yeah so to my point.

I am sorry for what happened on that day - and I feel really guilty because you feel guilty and you think it was your fault when it wasn't. It was clearly none of your fault. I really appreciate you for being so understanding. I hope you enjoyed the party though the fun only lasted for awhile.Once again,I am really really sorry.

;;but I am not sorry for what I've said or done because it's the truth. You can deny the truth or you can say it's my fault for putting the fault on you but the truth is,enough is enough. I can't spend my whole life tolerating with you and keeping up with you because I have my limits. You've crossed the line and I know deep down, you;'re not sorry for that.

I just wanna say I just don't really know what you've been going on and all. I didn't know that you were stressed at all or at anything. With all the guy, cake and I bet maybe even another persons' birthday party. & I know it's been really tough for you especially on Thursdays, and I had to just make it worse by saying those horrible words which I regretted instantly right after I said it. I wasn't blaming you. I was just saying it, not knowing that you had to run up and down to look for a guy and with the cake(again). So yeah, I'm really sorry. I felt guilty right after. I didn't have the mood for anything that morning. It was Friday, the shortest day of the week. But it felt like the longest day I ever had in school. And yes I crossed the line, and for me not being sorry about it? Please, the guilt I felt made me feel like I was the worst person someone could be friends with. Again, I'm sorry.

Here's to the tiring, stressed, overworked, deprived sleep days/weekends/month of July.

Eddie.

When contacts fall off.

Monday, June 15, 2009/ 9:57 PM

??-Jeffrey- says:
*heyya
Eddié says:
*hi
*ehh wait
*my contacts just fell off
??-Jeffrey- says:
*lol what?
Eddié says:
*lol
*back
*ahahaha
??-Jeffrey- says:
*what was that? o_O
*hw can ur contacts fall off..
*its like in the computer
Eddié says:
*when its too dry?
??-Jeffrey- says:
*o_O?
*what
*OH CONTACT LENS
*?
Eddié says:
*yeahhh
*LOL
*WHAT DID YOU THINK IT WAS?
??-Jeffrey- says:
*lol thought was msn contacts
*i was wtf..
Eddié says:
*AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH
*OMG AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
??-Jeffrey- says:
*WHAT
Eddié says:
*this is going on my blog
*ahahahah
*you crack me up so bad
*ahahahahhahaha

Holidays

Wednesday, June 10, 2009/ 2:09 AM

Whoaa, it's been long since I've updated, again, quite common.

I think I did quite well during this exams, hopefully it turns out right. The holidays, ah the holidays. I've not one day, NOT go out. But I do have lots of rejuvenating sleep. Oh, the peaceful sleep. Don't you just love it? And some of you wanna g back to school immediately? I love the holidays. But it's already the 2nd week and schools starting real soon. And I don't wanna go back there. I love the holidays. sigh. Did I mention I love the holidays? I love the holidays. But one bad thing about it, it drains up all your cash, gahh, I have 2 more weeks of school with no cash. But I guess it's all worth it. *back to granola bars in school*

I got a shoutout to the beautiful Michelle Chin. She just turned 16. (:
& it's supposed to be sweet, with sugar on top.

& to our dear lost friend Wanni who's probably half dead back in Pahang. Dead cause I don't think I can live anywhere else than KL. We miss you back here! (:

Principle to failing mid years.

Tuesday, May 05, 2009/ 9:06 PM

A product of procrastination and internet.

I slept.

Monday, May 04, 2009/ 10:37 PM

damn. :/

If life was a dilemma, I'd probably fail.

Study Eddie, Study!

/ 5:28 PM

Gawsh, Mid Years is in 2 weeks time. What am I even doing online here. I already had myself scheduled to study everyday for this 2 weeks. But I'm now online, blogging & updating msyelf. Hopefully I'll get to my studies later. *crosses fingers*. I'm pretty sleepy at the same time tooo. *yawns*. Should I sleep ah? =X

Oh my goodness, half a year has already gone pass. That means we got only 1 & a half year till SPM. Okay, that was fast. & I'm like planning to do O levels, which will be in 1 year time. Blah, maybe I should just forget about it? =/
Okay, study Eddie, study. Study Study Study Study Study Study! Repeat this a few times if you're reading. You're supposed to be studying too you know. ;)

Halo

Saturday, April 25, 2009/ 2:52 PM

Here's a remix a DJ from Hawaii did for me. Check it out!
He took the audio out from youtube & remixed it for me. Nice guy.
He did it awesomely. <3

Halo Remixed - Eddie

bad bad day.

Saturday, April 18, 2009/ 6:03 PM

bad day bad day bad day bad day bad day ):

music.

Friday, April 17, 2009/ 12:00 AM

The Veronica's - Take Me On The Floor.

It's 12.18am and I'm still awake in my room. It's been a really boring year. Honestly. It really is very boring. God, spice it up for me, please. I need some drama - nothing too big tho.
You know I just re-read my whole blog. It's been here for already 2-3 years? Thats long. But I have like so little posts. Sad. =/

LeAnn Rimes - What I cannot change

I will learn to let go what I cannot change,

I will learn to forgive what I cannot change,

I will learn to love what I cannot change,

But I will change,

Whatever I, Whenever I can.

It's not easy being me.

Monday, April 13, 2009/ 10:16 PM

Eyeah, the semi-holidays are over. Because of our sports day.
Back to studying. grr. & omg, my BM lisan. I'm gonna die for that. argghh!
Thank goodness there will be no BM tomorrow. But omg, swimming.
I know some of you so want swimming, but to me. I don't know. I just don't feel like it.
I'd rather do like, land exercise.
=/

Anyways, people you gotta watch "He's just not that into you"
If you love romantic comedies. :D
It's like 9.5/10.
All of the actors & actresses are HOT. & I tell you, hot movie. Hot plot, sweet & funnehh.

Awesome.

I am now so addicted to

Superman - Five for Fighting.

It is kinda old already but. <3

It may sound absurd

But don't be naive

Even heroes have the right to bleed

I maybe disturbed

But don't you concede

Even heroes have the right to dream

It's not easy being me

The B Word.

Thursday, April 09, 2009/ 10:12 PM

Excusae mua people.

Everyones using the word bitch. In casual conversations. It's used sooo damn often kay people. & I like it. I am now, legend. TQTQ.
Like hello, thank me for being the one that brought the word to APIIT. Duh *does the no-hair hairflip*

bitch.trademarked.copyrighted.in.apiit.by.eddie.

bimbo times, love them.

16.

Tuesday, April 07, 2009/ 8:56 PM

Everyone seems to be turning 16. All I hear everyday is like, how you gonna celebrate your party? Damn. Just 3 months ago I had my birthday. It still felt like yesterday. Next thing you know 2009 would be over. Then we'll be celebrating our 21st. Then, our wedding day arrives. It's moving too fast. Slow down, time.

I don't trust me with loving you.

/ 8:51 PM

Sighh, can my life be anymore boring?

anyways, hpybdae to Calvin, Laily, Udishh

now, that's a start. =/

You know recently, I've been going through a lot.

I mean a lot. But whatever.

I'm told to just suck it all up and move on.

Sometimes, maybe most of the time.

You just don't know who to trust.

Honestly, sometimes even best friends tend to disappoint you.

But yeah, everyone disappoints. I'm sorry if I ever disappointed you.

I think I disappointed many if not mistaken. But that's how it is.

Where do you keep your secrets? I have it all up in my head. Curious to know? I'm curious to know yours too.

I really don't know what I feel like these days, I can be very happy for like 2 minutes and give you a black eye right after that. What are you doing to me you little hormones. sigh.

So, sports day is on Saturday. Whose going? I'll HAVE to go. See my team march bitches! They'll be the best among all, but obviously, we're the only team that practiced. Right after that, we gotta be on duty to 'save lives'. Puhlease, I can barely save myself, as if I save the others, & no way in hell I'll be giving CPR. (you say what kinda president am I? *chuckles*) I'm so tired and I really don't wanna go to that stadium tomorrow and did the same thing I did today, which was, nothing.

I said a long post, but that's all I got, my life really does suck. ZR, sorry if I made yours suck. =/

You hold your head up to the sky & say what kind f blue are you?

Saturday, April 04, 2009/ 7:08 PM

Sorry people about the before April 1 post, I honestly did do a post, it was supposed to be a long post, but it was quite short, so I saved it as draft. Let me finish it first aight? Thanks.

Here's a few songs for you bitches.

The Stiff Dylans - Ultraviolet

Erin McCarley - Pony

Love Save The Empty

Lady Gaga - Money Honey

3OH!3 - Don't Trust Me

go love it.

Eddie.